Christianity and church has turned into something it was never meant to be. Your church family is supposed to be there for you, to support you and help you. They are supposed to be accepting, and not be hypocritical. But lately in churches, that’s all I have noticed. How do these people really think that they are living as good Christians? How do they think that  they are going to draw people to what really is a great religion by acting like that? I just don’t understand it. I want to go to church, I really do, I miss it soo much, but the churches around here are so clique-y and everyone is so hypocritical. Like I said, if I had not grown up in a Christian family who went to church every Sunday, and got to witness that there actually are a few wonderful Christian people out there, the last religion I would want to be is Christian, if I were just now trying to wander out on my own and find a religion. It should not be like that. Christians are supposed to make everyone feel welcome and equal, but its just turned into a bunch of politics. Okay, my rant is over.

it’s not healthy. it’s gonna get me in trouble.